13 12 09 - 21:53
Credit Scores are Bullshit
Lastnight we were approved for a new car but they wanted a 1000.00 down on it. You would think since the economy is in such a whole that they would just be happy to sale a car. It's crazy they wanted that much money for a 11,000.00 car. It also kills me how much information they want from you. I was wondering if they were going to ask for my first born. Well after we got done being raped by the car sales and the bank they told me it was going to cost almost 400.00 a month for the monthly payments on a 48 month loan. Well if you add that up the car would cost us 19200.00 in the end. That freaking crazy for a person with a somewhat half way discent credit score to pay 9 thousand dollars in finance charges. That just goes way beyond rape that's highway robbery. A person will go to jail for stealing somebodies money yet when a bank does the samething it's perfectly legal. ... (more)
11 12 09 - 22:53
Christmas Anxiety (hohohoho oh nooooooo)
I started taking inventory of all the Christmas gifts I have bought. I thought I was done well it turns out I was just fooling myself. I have decided I'm going to change my religion to Jovah's Witness because I can't afford Christmas anymore. It's killing my bank account not to add my sanity. I was thinking about reason I no longer enjoy Christmas like I did when I was a child. Here goes: The cost seems to go up while the presents seem to go down in size!!!!! I have to travel from house to house using my gas which cost me more money. (that I don't have because I spend all my money on game systems and ipods that I dont even know how to play) The more I think about it I believe I was robbed I mean my kids get to have ipods and all this cool stuff while when I was a kid we got ugly little dolls that pissed themselves ( yeah thats a rip ... (more)
11 12 09 - 00:44
Goodnight
Well my husband returned from the field and my dinner went great!!!!! He had a friend over that got way to drunk it was crazy. I'm so glad I dont drank people look retarded when their drunk!!!! He was whinning about this and that. I just wanted to slap him and tell him to grow a pair but I didnt because that would be ugly of me but I have to admit it would have been funny!!!! I had a good night over all. Although my son acted like a ass but I guess I couldnt expect anything less. He told daniel that he didnt want to talk to him anymore because he had to go to bed. Kids are so mean!!! It was kinda of funny I thought to myself he likes me better hahahahaha.......... ok I know I'm acting like a big kid myself I shouldnt feel that way but he's my little baby. I want him all to myself but I know I cant be like that but i can dream. Tonight I gave my friend some of the choc. cake I made from scratch (i will add there was NO icing from a can or box mix all homemade) She said she was ... (more)
10 12 09 - 13:16
I don't speak computer
I didnt know it was going to be so hard to get my blog out there. I thought I could just put it on the web and people could find it but thats just not the case. The rules of posting blogs are crazy. How are people ever going to be heard if you cant find their BLOG????? Life is crazy and stressful enough not to add that now I'm spending most of my day trying to be heard. Now I know why so many people fail at their BLOG. I tried to put my blog on a popular website and they said there was an error in my post and gave me a solution to fix it. Well I dont speak computer so I couldnt figure it out. It must take a rocket scentist to figure this blogging stuff out. Hell I have a 3.6 GPA in college and cant work a computer how am I going to make it in the real world when I decided to join it????? But for now I guess i will blog to myself in the off chance somebody might see it. Altought at this point I have lost faith in my computer!!!! Well until I figure it out its just me and the virus infested ... (more)
09 12 09 - 23:45
The Craziness of my Life
Well I made it to the walmart finally!!! I spent way to much money but that's normal because I have a shopping problem maybe I need to go to shopaholic anonymous. Lets just add that to the list of problems in my life.........I'm just excited to get out of my house!!!! So now I can say I have been out three times in the last 2 weeks. But anyways.
My child is driving me CRAZY. I didn't know one person could ask so many questions. DId you know that you can ask why are you doing that mommy like 20 different ways? Well if you didnt you shouild come to my house for about a hour and you will learn all of them!!!!!! Don't get me wrong I love my kid with all my heart I just want a minute of peace. I now understand why wolves eat their young!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tomorrow my husband comes home so I ... (more)
09 12 09 - 13:21
Memoirs of a Mountain Dew addict.
These are my thoughts when I can't sleep!!!!!
Fuck people that sleep at night I hate people that lay down and 10 mins later they r cutting zzz’s yeah fuck you I could lay down and take more drugs than Michael Jackson's Toxicolog report and still not sleep. People, wonder why I don't wake up like looking like a Beauty Queen. it's because I don't fucking sleep. People, I lay in bed and wish I knew what other people are taking to get such great sleep. Yeah to those who sleep once again FUCK u.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm so sleepy What the hell is wrong with me???? I going to start a blog entitled:
FUCK YOU IF:
1.You sleep more than 4 hrs a night
2. If you don't need a DOSE of coffee and pills to wake up.
3. If you just love playing with your kids all the time. " I could just be around little Johnny every min of everyday.
4. You always look great no matter how shitty you feel.
5. Everybody loves to be around you all ... (more)
09 12 09 - 12:34
Reclaiming Me!!!!!
I have decided to make a journal of my thoughts. I'm in sure if anybody cares to read my crazy thoughts but I'm going to write them anyways. I have recently discovered I'm Bipolar. Yeah I know what your thinking crazy BITCH alert and for the most part your right. I have daily meltdowns and somedays I really wonder if I'm going to make it at all. We have recently had a huge life change and it's totally messed me up. My husband decided to join the Army and I decided to lose my mind. It all comes hand and hand if you think about it. I use to have a life of my own I had a great job and tons of friends. Well since he joined the Army and moved us away from home my life has became a daily regimen of tv surfing and laying on my couch. Somedays I swear theres no point in getting dressed!!!!!!! I havent left my house but 2 times in the last 2 weeks. But this blog isnt about that it's about reclaming myself. ... (more)
